[Yo, I can't sing it, I feel like singin', I wanna fuckin' sing! Cuz I'm happy, yeah, I'm happy!
I got my baby back... Yo, check it out.]
Some days I sit, starin' out the window,
watchin' this world pass me by.
Sometimes I think: “theres nothin' to live for”
I almost break down and cry.
Somtimes I think: “I'm crazy, I'm crazy, oh, so crazy!
Why am I here? Am I just wasting my time?”.
But then I see my baby, suddenly I'm not crazy,
it all makes sense when I look into her eyes!
Somtimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders,
everyone's leanin' on me,
cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over,
but then she comes back to me!
My baby girl, keeps gettin' older.
I watch her grow up with pride.
People make jokes cuz they don't understand me,
they just don't see my real side.
I act like shit don't phase me, inside it drives me crazy.
My insecurities could eat me alive,
but then I see my baby,
suddenly I'm not crazy.
It all makes sense when I look into her eyes.
Somtimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders,
everyone's leanin' on me,
cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over,
but then she comes back to me!
Man, if I could sing, I'd keep singing this song to my daughter,
if I could hit the notes, I'd blow something as long as my father,
to show her how I feel about her, how proud I am that I got her.
God, I'm a daddy, I'm so glad that her mum didn't abort.
Now you probably get this
picture from my public persona
that I'm a pistol-packing
drug-addict who bags on his momma.
But I wanna just take this time out
to be perfectly honest,
cuz there's a lot of shit I keep bottled
that hurts deep inside on my soul.
And just know that I grow colder
the older I grow this boulder on my shoulder
gets heavy and harder to hold.
And this load is like the weight of the world,
and I think my neck is breaking
should I just give up or try
to live up to these expectations?
Now look, I love my daughter more than life in itself,
but I got a wife that's determined to make my life livin' hell,
but I handle it well, given the circumstances I'm dealt,
so many chances, man, it's too bad, could had someone else.
But the years that I've wasted
are nothing to the tears that I've tasted,
so here's what I'm facin':
three felonies, six years of probation.
I've went to jail for this woman,
I've been to bat for this woman,
I've taken bats to peoples backs,
bent over backwards for this woman.
Man, I should seen it comin', why'd I stick my penis up in?
Would ripped the pre-nup up if I'd seen what she was fuckin',
but fuck it, it's over, there's no more reason to cry no more,
I got my baby, baby the only lady that I adore, Hailie!
So sayonara, try tomorrow, nice to know ya,
my baby's travelled back to the arms of her rightful owner,
and suddenly it seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted,
it's like the greatest gift you can get, the weight has been lifted.
Now it don't feel like the world's on my shoulders,
everyone's leanin' on me,
cuz my baby knows that her daddy's a soldier,
nothin' can take her from me!
[I told you I can't sing. Oh well, I tried. Hailie, 'member when I said? If you ever need nothing, daddy will be right there? Well, guess what? Daddy's here! And I ain't goin' nowhere baby, I love you!]